This--- this is the beginning of my end.
I don't care who reads this, or who knows what the hell I'm talking about.
I want this documented for all--including me--to show, when all is said and done, what happened.
I will fall irrevocably in love. And I don't know where that will take me, or what my future will be. But I know it will happen.
I fear that it is already too late to stop it.
People say that your greatest gift is love; that we should embrace love. But then why is it so god damned hard to let someone else have your heart?!
Why do I fear love as if it were evil rather than part of your glory?
What do I do with all of these questions?
If I give in to this love (which god only knows, I don't believe I have a choice in the matter anymore), you have to promise me that you will watch over. That you'll keep me safe.
Safe--
God, that words sounds so peaceful, so perfect.
That's all I want:
to be safe.
Please,
Erika
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