This is to a different "friend" tonight:
Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit:
Well, you're on my mind tonight. Because, well, you treated me like shit--yet again. I don't know why you do this, and I certainly don't know what changed. All I did was give you my heart; all I did was try. And you didn't even reject me--you deceived me first. You led me to believe something that was not and would never be true.
And I believe you.
Shame on me.
Ugh,
Erika